After Onset Postpartum Bipolar, I Relocated Back into My Soul Again

When I gave birth to my beautiful baby,

my emotions, identity, and my entire self

were completely removed,




and destroyed

within the afterbirth,

of my delivery.

After years of grieving my loss,

surviving many struggles,

and overcoming many obstacles,

I found God again,

who never left me.

My soul makes me,

who I truly am.

Deep within myself,

my soul has always lived,

so therefore I have never left.

My soul is beautiful,

so therefore, I am beautiful.

My soul is me,

so I am me.

I have always been alive,

just lost somewhere,

deep within my mind and soul.

I was lost,

but now I am found.

I have been relocated,

and redirected,

back into my soul again.

“It’s that heart of gold, and stardust soul that make you beautiful.”  ~R.M. Broderick

“Sleep doesn’t help if it’s your soul that’s tired.” ~unknown

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